The One I Shouldn't Have

The One I Shouldn't Have

I don't care anymore

About the one I should

Or shouldn't love

I feel so alive

With the one

I shouldn't have

It is amazing

That two people

With such disparate lives

Can merge them into one

So unconventionally smooth

I love you

I've loved others as well

But

there is more than love

To consider

There is how one feels

In the presence of another

And with you

I feel so alive

Maybe I could do "better"

But "better" can be so stifling

Let me break the accepted

the expected routine

And live

You are the one

I shouldn't have

Then again

Maybe you're the one

That I should

ŠChikara 1988